Can I love myself fat?
As much as I hate my round face and don't want fatty wedding pictures, I am just not motivated. I even had a mint cookies 'n' cream milkshake from Chick-fil-a the other day(which I highly recommend).
I keep running but that only makes me hungry. January and February were pretty good, averaging every other day; March is another story. Did I mention how freakin' hot it's gotten? :)
I run about 6-9 miles a week now but nothing else—no weights, nada, and that's not anything new for my body. I used to be a health/workout freak; so, I know everything I am not doing but REAL adult life is draining. Where is all the time and my energy?
I started taking Hydroxycut March 5 but since I've been so slack his month about running and taking it consistently, there's been no difference in weight. (This is not my first time taking it. I took it several years back when it was "the bad stuff" with ephedra and whatever else and had no issues with it. Although, back then, I was working out/playing sports at least 4 hours a day and swore by it for endurance.)
So, how can I convince myself to take more drastic measures—liquid diet, exercising daily...? There's even a girl in our office who is TINY and is on a strict diet. What's my issue? I'm going to be on a 8-person catamaran for a week living 24/7 in a bathing suit. Why don't I care? Any other time I would be so proud of myself for my self-acceptance and healthy body image but now is not the time.
GGGRRRRRRRR.
My recent addiction to Cocoa Krispies is not helping.
I keep running but that only makes me hungry. January and February were pretty good, averaging every other day; March is another story. Did I mention how freakin' hot it's gotten? :)
I run about 6-9 miles a week now but nothing else—no weights, nada, and that's not anything new for my body. I used to be a health/workout freak; so, I know everything I am not doing but REAL adult life is draining. Where is all the time and my energy?
I started taking Hydroxycut March 5 but since I've been so slack his month about running and taking it consistently, there's been no difference in weight. (This is not my first time taking it. I took it several years back when it was "the bad stuff" with ephedra and whatever else and had no issues with it. Although, back then, I was working out/playing sports at least 4 hours a day and swore by it for endurance.)
So, how can I convince myself to take more drastic measures—liquid diet, exercising daily...? There's even a girl in our office who is TINY and is on a strict diet. What's my issue? I'm going to be on a 8-person catamaran for a week living 24/7 in a bathing suit. Why don't I care? Any other time I would be so proud of myself for my self-acceptance and healthy body image but now is not the time.
GGGRRRRRRRR.
My recent addiction to Cocoa Krispies is not helping.
I would just like to state for the record that Nayoung is NOT fat.
That is all.
Posted by
Alexandrialeigh |
3:40 PM
What can I say? I wear my weight well...cuddly.
Posted by
Nayoung |
10:39 PM